Panicking?

I am kind of freaking out that it is getting near the end and I am so ill prepared for L&D.

Not only should I have signed up sooner for classes (weeks ago), but they are a lot more money than I anticipated.

Looks like I screwed the pooch on this one.

I am really torn between the know-stuff-beforehand approach and the do-this-blindly-since-Baby-will-be-born-anyway approach. Because it seems like maybe the ship has sailed on taking classes.

This is a time it would be really fantastic if I could dull this down with, oh, several drinks.